I have stopped all communication with him and even went as far as to block him on fb so that I don't see his happy joy free posting or flirting. I removed all pictures (even deleted from my computer and phone. No getting them back), email addys, numbers and texts. I know how I function and if given the smallest chance, I would fall all over again. I cant, never again put myself in someone else hands to do as they please with. I know my limits and I made sure that my life was without contact.
The memories will remain and the thought of the once great love we had. But that's it. And in order to move forward I have to close this chapter.
By ending this journal I do just that. Now of course, my writing will still be a bit of dark, light, emo, and just plain deathly. That was me before and even though it has lay hidden, it will come out. But there will be nothing more about him.
For those of you that want to be friends on my new journal, please, message me and I will send you the link. For the rest of you, the ride was fun while it lasted.